Me and my sister. x

This is my latest poem about me and my sister. Just read it ... should explain some stuff.


I used to have a sister
she used to be my friend
we hung out and we had fun
it all came to an end


She's older now and so am I
she doesn't seem to care
I have been through the hardest times
but she was never there


I'm devestated, really pissed
I can't believe she'd hurt
our father, the man that gave
life and love to her


I told her all about the fact
that I miss her to pieces
she just deleted me out of her life
a fact I can't make peace with


So many times I thought about
telling her how I feel 
I had ideas, still never can
seem to make it real


When someone asks about my fam
I still count her in
but I am positive
that disrespect soon will win


We share a Dad, a lovely man
a person I adore
a man she once respected
with all her heart before


I don't see her point
and guess I never will
she makes me sad and I hope she knows
I kind of love her - still
Don't know how long it's gonna last
soon she will be in the past
and I will have to forget
the sister I once had!