Remember December

He just posted "I can't forget her". Seeing this as it sounds like the person he is thinking about has been on his mind a little longer it's certainly not me. Thanks for fucking my heart, mindless idiot. 


It all seemed to be working great
untill that that really stupid day
that I cannot remember
but it was in December!

I had a slumber with my friends
we baked, had fun, and talked the trends
untill you came across the screen
I wondered where you might have been. 


I texted you, you texted back
you weren't in a nice mood
you told me different things and then 
it ended being good.


You thought I want a relationship
something deep and meaningful
I told you that it wasn't so
... yet now our talks are dull!


I told you that I didn't want
things going down like this
and now it's all gone down the drain
your presence is what I miss.


Of course I like you, love you, too
but is that really bad? 
There's nothing about it I can do
you're just to cool to forget.


And then, this afternoon you had me
shocked and I still wet
the tissues and the paper towles
because of what I read.

"I can't stop thinking about her"
those were your lines, oh dear. 
It can't be me you're talking about
my heart is full of fear. 


Maybe love is stupid? 
Maybe it is bad?
Maybe it is not for me?
Maybe someday I'll believe that? 


Oh boy, what have you done to me? 
You're messing with my heart
I cannot tell you the whole truth
or we'll be further apart!


No matter what I try to do
I always will remember
those stupid days, the things you said
in stupid month December!